Patience

I find myself stewing this morning and in quite a bad mood. I didn't sleep well (again), and perhaps my body is playing tricks on me because my diet has been a bit unusual of late. I am in my office right now, I have my phone set to DND, and I would be quite happy if I didn't talk to another human being for the rest of the day. I'm getting somewhat frustrated that people find the best way to bring their tech issues to me is by stopping me in the hall while I'm working on something else since I have attempted to establish other communication channels for these issues to be communicated.

Saying all of that, I think the reason I'm stewing has to do with something much deeper than this. I wouldn't even be surprised if it has a lot to do with my lack of sleep. I can't say that I'm currently happy with some of the circumstances I find myself in with life at the moment. I would like to see a lot more happening in certain areas, and they either seem to be stuck in neutral or moving very slowly. I am really struggling with having enough patience to deal with the pace that I find myself in with life, and how I so wish I were further along. I wonder if it is to the point that I am actually on my way to other things, but I'm not even enjoying the trip there. If I am, I can't say that whatever trip this may be is overly enjoyable.