So now what

Do you ever hit a crossroads?  You feel like one door has closed behind you and you don't know what the next door to open up will be?  That is where I feel like I am today.  I'm very emotionally drained because of what I've gone through recently.  I've cried a lot, I've prayed a lot, I've thought a lot.  I've learned that I'm a very alive person on the inside because I can feel.  I've learned that my whole path God has laid out in front of me has not been revealed to me.  I've learned that I can love.  So now what for me?  What will my next pre-med class be like?  Who will I meet?  Who will I love?  Where will I go?